Wednesday, November 11, 2009

An All Nighter

For years I've been pulling all nighters on the eve of every exam yet this one was a bit different, I had been through the same content more than 15 times before going through it another 500 during this particular night, after serious deliberations and Staff meeting's and banquets and inviting senior politicians, my mind was finally convinced that MCQ's are alote easier than a dumb ass Essay question that just tests ur ability to be a NERD, And by NERD i mean a fully and properly Diagnosed Neuro Epileptic Retard .

In Exactly six hour's and ten minutes  i will be free from the tyrant of the castle, free from my midterm's forever, well i might be exadurating so lets just say till the next semester so no one calls me a lier, In 6+ hours i will be on a bus to the middle of no where seeking something that doest exist at the hope of finding salvation which is just a fancy way of saying i might visit some friends in Sinai whom i haven't seen in a while, Hopefully whoever reads this would have the decency to pray for me and wish me the best of luck on my exam and my quest.

Until then See ya .

Saturday, November 7, 2009

A Moment Of Fear

Lying on the floor shaking, trembling ,was i dieing ? was i taking my last breath? i started asking myself if i wanted to die this way, do i want be found on the bathroom floor soaked in my own blood ? did i want my brother to die of fright and sorrow?!!

Thought's rushed through my head and i was trembling with fear i had no control over my shaking body, over what i had recognized as a seizure , my head was banging on the floor and my mouth was full of my own blood.

For minutes that felt like a lifetime i struggled to regain control and so i did, i pulled my weak body up and grabbed that in front of me afraid of the thought that i might collapse once more, praying that god may have mercy on my soul, I rose eager to rise and grasp upon my bravery, for bravery was to be my only ally and as such my ally came through for me and ignited my mortal body with the flames of power of which i eventually noticed were nothing but a fever of which my fears became a realistic dream and my fantasy's mist !

Deluginal and Drunken with pain i regained that of which was mine,That of which was my sane mind !!